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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

phew~ jus finished my revision for today.. still got alot to catch up. Actually am not v sure where i'm standin. Sometimes gd sometimes not. No matter wat, i will still do my v best to absorb as much as possible.. go go jia you! =).. tml still got a mock exam on tax. Hopefully i will be able to compute those things out..haa. Counting down to my 1st paper which is on 5th June. n its less den a week..! so fast..! so jus hang on there..jia yOu..!

kk, i go slp le..

nite.
misses..=)

wished apon a star @ 5/30/2007 02:33:00 am

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Its 3 plus in e morning, yet i'm still awake. Been tryin to slp as wasnt feelin v well.. but cant seems to..? wats wrong with me? this feelin isnt gettin any better, v xin ku. Cos was like alrdy not well n wanted to have a gd rest n yet u cant have it nicely~ Wantin 2 cry out to feel better, but cant seems to also.. oh man.. this is givin me trouble! Later still gotta wake up at 8 for lesson at 10-1..hopefully i will b able to concentrate well enuff.. exams is comin, i cant break down at this point of time. Alot more to catch up. So am always tellin myself to jia you! kk, i shall get my butt off this chair n try to catch some slp..! if not tml my frens will see a zombie or walkin corpse! -_-"..

nite~
n off i go..
zZzz..

wished apon a star @ 5/27/2007 03:14:00 am

Thursday, May 24, 2007

hMmmm... wat exactly is love? I guess diff ppl have got diff point of view i supposed? Did had 2 relationships b4, a long n a short one, 4yrs n 4mths. Such a big diff~ haa. Each of them has its own precious memories, unhappy moments n all. Cant expect a relation to be always so smooth sailing ya? If not next time, when there's a small attack, one wont be able to handle it. haha. n breaking up is such a pain, which hurts alot, its not jus ur heartache n its also mentally breakin down. World seems black~ u'll feel lost n u dunno wat u're doin. Once hurt, it takes a v long time to heal. Ppl always say time will heal the wounds n also time will tell u e answer. Hmmm..i think somehow correct ba~

One thing i'm happy abt it is tht.. i still can be v gd fren with one of them. Though seldom contact, I still can tok all sort of nonsense to him, when unhappy still can call n chat with him. One who know me pretty well.=) Now, he has got a gf.. do feel hapPy for him..=) Hopefully they will cherish each other.. thick n thin will pull thru tog.

For the other one, do feel disappointed with him, makin me so pissed tht time.. After we're not tog, we're still on v gd terms.. n suddenly cos of a job thingy, ended up always quarrel n not jus only me, his family too. Jus kinda brain washed by e ppl there. Been tryin to tok him rd, at last give up.. jus do watever he wanted to.. n now he's no longer in tht co. So shd do i feel happy? Maybe jus no feel. haha.. u can say me cold blooded. Sometimes its doesnt pay 2 be nice. (hao xin mei hao bao) but still tht time i was feelin v sad, like jus lose a v gd fren. But now, even if i see him, i may not know wat to say, or maybe i wont feel like tokin to him. so jus let it be.. i also dun wanna care so much.

ya.. maybe life is jus like tht. Ppl dun appreciate when u're treatin them nice. But do i? haha.. only know how to say ppl..maybe shd do some reflections on myself. haa. Jus cherish every little things tht u hav n everyone ard u. Especially ur love ones. n now.. who's e one gonna cherish me?? lol..i shall wait n see..haa. As if i'm v gd tht ppl will come cherish me..haha. Maybe one day e one who is meant for me will drop down fr e sky. haa. rubbish! I don need a perfect guy, anyway these isnt gg 2 be, as no one is perfect. haa. As long as to me is perfect can le.. haa. If i hav a bf, I'm one who loves to be dote, care n love by him den sometimes can hav small arguement, little fights with him.. haa. so nice! I think i'm probably day-dreaming..hahaha. Wait til there's such a day den say ba.. haa.

Actually, i thk in my heart i do still feel scare to be hurt.. But when in a relaionship i guess more or less there will be a little. So jus like it be ba..haa. so ppl treasure ur love ones..=)

gd nite..(".)

wished apon a star @ 5/24/2007 10:47:00 pm

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Its a wednesday again! which I jus wake up not long ago. Gotta start my battle on studying again..! haa~ gO go Jia yOu~ =) Sun was mother's day, went to Singapore Flying Club to have our dinner, somehow the v first time I went with my family to hav this type of western meal, as they seldom eat this type of food. The food was not as gd as last time I went.. BUT e time we spend there was splendid! hee. Jus sit there chattin n all~

After tht we went to see a place where there is an aeroplane park there, took some photos n took a "da tou tie" with my family! haa..my sis say ask ppl tk for us but I say dun wan la, we tk ourself more fun..=X haa. Indeed it was really fun! all our cute faces is inside n everyone apeear to hav hapPy smilings! ^^ grin* yuppy! heE. Tis is one of e photos I love alot. Jus took it to develop in a small size photos.. hee. so I can bring along everywhere I go..=P

hEe~ shall post it another day..=) kk, gotta start battle.
*jia yOu* enjoy ur day~
smiLes..(".)

wished apon a star @ 5/16/2007 12:21:00 pm

Friday, May 04, 2007

Jus recently went out with 186 & Yp, did nth much.. went to walk n shop around. And den went to explande n we started taking photos..!! haha. I simply jus like to take photos i guess. Not jus myself but also takin for others i'm happy too~ =) after tht, we went 2 see e artz cafe, when i saw the stage.. my thinkin was ? ? haa. cos it dont really seems like it. haa. But anyway its alright cos its startin on June i thk. Maybe til den i'll go again..haa. Afterwhich, we went clementi for our dinner, actually wanted to eat e western food there, but it wasnt open tht day! haa. shall go another day..its nice! hee.

Ystdy, qy went over to my hse.. n we studied tog. Around 10 sth we went to pasam malam to buy supper~ hee. come back relax, eat n watch vcd!! haa. After tht, we change into our pyjamas..!! haa. Jus like in our childhood days.. wearin those little pyjamas..so cute! so we gg to 'hui wei' those days~ hee. We den took lotssss of photoz!! hehe..=P So cute n sickening as well. lolx. chit chatting n all, so nice..! Next day we slpt til 12 plus.. haa. n we having lesson at 2. Was in rush 4 washin up n changin.. luckily was in time for lesson. hEe. But was tired during lesson~ Went home after tht den went 4 a swim with myself only for e very 1st time~! haa. Jus relax n swim, e feelin was quite gd~ =)

Below are the posted photos i took recently.. hEe..=D
Enjoy~

wished apon a star @ 5/04/2007 01:11:00 am

PhotOs r3viewing.. =P
*Nice*