Monday, December 31, 2007
Soon the year 2008 is coming.. thinking wat i've done this year. Did i gain anything or just waste my time for y life still have to go on still.. Sometimes if there is no target or things u wan to achieve in life, you'll feel lost somehow. Jus like in the middle of nowhere.. This type of feeling isnt great. Everything seems like in a mess n u dunno where to start clearng it. Thinking too much isnt good too.. cos one day u will collaspe, no matter how strong u're. I think i'm a v simple person, which like to keep things simple as it is. But sometimes little things i will tend to look at it seriously. But maybe tht is jus me n I shall learn not to be in this state anymore n try to get out of the hole.
Waiting for my results now..Dunno whether i'll be able to make it anot. Hopefully.
You know last time i told myself how i study i will at least wan to get a Diploma. But nv had a thought tht i will get a degree for myself. Cos i thk i'm not those study type of person n i cant go tht far as for myself. I dunno y, but i jus has tis type of thinking. So now having consideration of studying a degree makes me feel abit worry. In Spore, no degree is equivalent to nth when u're working outside. I have to think n plan properly wat i'm gg to study. To me, studying is jus for the sake of studying which is not wat i really wan. But no choice, i still got to. n I know i cant stop here only. For this i have to carry on. Seeing the small kids growing up bit by bit n looking at myself, its like i feel tht i'm still at the same ground. Jus some thoughts gg thru my mind.. which cant be stop..
Kk..enuf of this thoughts. Lets await the Year 2008..! May it be a good yr for me n everyone around me. A very fresh new year. n I want to acheive sth in this coming year. Jia yOu!
To my frens, family n loves one.. HapPy 2008..! May u succeed in wat u're doing..! Take good care n enjoy the sweet after the hardwork. =)
wished apon a star @ 12/31/2007 12:42:00 am
April 2007