Monday, May 12, 2008
Nobody's know wat a person is thinking. n How can a person know wat a person's is thinking? Even your close & love ones dunno. Sometimes maybe we ourself also dunno. Cos its like in a mess. Recently my temper has been up & down, not tht i so much wanted it to be like tht. Ya, its within my control but its kinda not easy for me. I got irritated easily especially with my close ones.(not my frens nor cousins) its my family n my other half. I thk my capacity for emotional had reached. So once it touches the switch, it will automatically over flow~ Until it stop, it's still at the level of Full tank. No lesser. I thk its cos it has been staying there n just telling me, no more for me. Dont come n mess with me. I dun wan it to over flow again. I just want it to lessen it bit by bit. With myself, am i able to handle it well? Or sharing with my love will be better? I dun share my thoughts sometimes, i will just wander it thru my mind without me noticing it. Pop out of nowhere n jump to another place. Its not gonna be healthy. How i wish i'm not so much of an emotional person. Lessen it, i will feel so much better. But how?
wished apon a star @ 5/12/2008 02:10:00 pm