Saturday, November 08, 2008
Not feeling v good...dunno how to put it. Mainly lies on my thinking problem i think. Tends to think to much, i dunno how it will be cure. Like him, kept talking to me but i dun wan to listen..n still I just dont wan.. so this is call i listen to myself too much?? Sometimes i dun even know wat i'm thinking and y am i thinking of those thingy. If things happen, i will tend to accumulate it together. Y? Answer is I dunno. I know i cant keep on thinking like tht.. but cant help it. So easy to control emotions?? How i wish sometimes i can just walk away n dont bother abt it. I've not much confident in myself so low self esteem..? How can i pick it up? Can i change a set of mind? I'm sorry for tht attitude i gave. But i cant control it, or like you say i didnt even try. I dunno. Keeping things inside n not voicing out is really a torture. Cos no one knows.. only u suffering by urself.. n i'm a sensitive person. I wan to be better too. I also dont wish this thing to harm our r/s. But its really not easy...i fear...
wished apon a star @ 11/08/2008 02:39:00 am